You’re my light.

i wish i wasn’t scared to talk to you, the way we did before. but i’m going to try to not be scared anymore. you’ve changed me as a person so much, i had been overwhelmed with hurt and sadness before you came into my life. you’ve became my light. you hushed my heart from sobing and sang me lullabys of passion, and feeling that i thought i could never fully understand. but, i’m starting to find the beauty and longing between the lyrics and the subtle humming, once mere became the strongest silence. my heart sang everytime you came near me i became a diffrent person. i wasn’t sad anymore, i wasn’t afraid of being hurt, i felt like i was…home. i’ve never felt so significant from such small compliments of just merely opening the door for me or holding my hand. i know that we could have been beautiful. our feelings weren’t adolescence at its finest, but simply love in the making. i know that you’re afraid. i know you have been beat, and broken, and abused by your recent heartholders. but darling, you have to understand if i ever got the chance to hold the finest heart among the world, that i would keep it in a cavern in my chest, connected to mine. we would be one. i wouldn’t let anything, or anybody hurt you. your brilliance about the world, and your fabricated ideals are dangerously intoxicating. i’m scared to dear, now that i’ve lost my light, and my feeling of home. i feel lost again.

(Source: perfectthearts)

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